Tuesday, July 21, 2009

明福未婚妻祭文 Fiancee's Tribute To Beng Hock (updated with english and BM version)

赵明福未婚妻:苏淑慧

明福,你没有任何的交待就匆匆离开了我。你说,我们还有很多事没有完成,有很多地方还没有去,你还说这一辈子的路都会陪我一起走下去。

现在的我该怎么办?怎样才能再见到你?我的脑海里一直都想着你,念着你......我只要你回来,回到我的身边......

这几天我一直等你,但是却让我失望了。我只想知道你现在过得好不好,痛不痛......?请你别让我等那么久好吗?就让我再见你一次,一次就好。

当哭泣以及呼唤都无法叫醒你的时候,我已经不能不相信你已经永远的离开了我。再多的不舍,今天还是得与你告别了,我答应你,我会好好的活下去。但是,你一定要在我身边陪伴我,陪我一起照顾他。

明福,虽然今世我与你的缘分已尽了。但是,我希望,如果有下一辈子的话,我很想与你再续我们今生的缘分。

你安心上路吧,愿你安息。

English:

Beng Hock, you left me without saying any last words. You said we still have a lot of things to accomplish together, that we have not been to many places before. You said you will always walk this life together with me.

What should I do now? How can I see you again? I miss you, I have been thinking about you! I just want you to come back, come back to my side...

For the past few days I have been waiting for you, but you did not appear. I just want to know how are you now, are you in pain? Please do not let me wait for too long... I just want to see you just once... just once is good enough!

When all the crying cannot wake you up, I still cannot believe you have to leave me forever. No matter how much I do, we still have to say goodbye today. I promise you, I will live my life well. But you must stay by my side, you must be with me to bring up our child.

Beng Hock, although our destiny this life has ended, I hope that in the next life, we will continue our life together as husband and wife.

Please go in peace, I pray that you will find rest.

The eulogy delivered by Teoh Beng Hock's fiancee and mother of his unborn child at his funeral has been translated into English by a DAP member in Penang for those of us who can't read or understand Chinese. I aplogize if there are any substantial errors in the translation.



Berikut adalah eulogi tunang Teoh Beng Hock, Soh Cher Wei, yang diterjemahkan dari bahasa Cina. Kata-kata yang begitu menyayat hati telah diucapkan oleh Soh pada hari pengebumian Beng Hock pada 20 Julai 2009:

Beng Hock, kau tiba-tiba pergi tanpa sebarang pesan

Kau kata, masih banyak yang kita ingin lakukan bersama

Banyak lagi tempat yang sepatutnya kita kunjungi

Kau kata akan menemaniku sepanjang perjalanan hidup ini

Tapi apa yang harus ku lakukan sekarang?

Bagaimana dapat kita bertemu lagi?

Kau sentiasa di ingatanku

Aku selalu mengingatimu... aku mahu dikau kembali, muncul semula di pangkuanku... aku terlampau merinduimu..

Dalam beberapa hari ini, aku sentiasa menantimu

Tetapi ia sungguh mengecewakan... walaupun begitu banyak tangisan...

Kau tetap tidak bangun kembali... aku masih tidak dapat mempercayai kau sudah pergi untuk selamanya..

Aku hanya ingin tahu sama ada kau selamat, apakah kau menderita?

Jangan biarkan aku terus menunggu? Aku mahu menemuimu sekali lagi. Cukuplah walau sekali.

Bila titisan air mataku tidak dapat menghidupkan dirimu

Aku terpaksa menerima hakikat kau telah pergi buat selama-lamanya

Hari ini, aku masih perlu mengucapkan selamat tinggal

Aku berjanji, aku akan jalani kehidupan seadanya

Tetapi, kau mesti berjanji sentiasa di sisiku, dan kita bersama-sama membesarkan anak kita.

Beng Hock, perjalanan kita berdua dalam hidup ini sudah berakhir

Tetapi aku berharap, kalaulah ada kehidupan selepas ini, aku amat berharap kita dapat bersama-sama meneruskan perjalanan kita

Kekasihku, semoga dikau tenang di alam abadi.

21 comments:

Carol said...

淑慧..你对明福的爱,我们大家都看到了.为了明福和未出世的孩子,你一定要好好活下去,要坚强的活下去喔!!
人在做,天在看!明福不会白白牺牲,冤情必能雪洗!!

ckc said...

淑慧,你要坚强哦!还有很长的路要走,待宝宝出世后要让他知道他爸爸是个能干,有才华的男人,你一定要和宝宝勇敢的活下去。。。。知道吗?

明福不会白白送命的,天是有“眼”的,等天来收拾这些“猪”。。。。

muiyee said...

Dearest Beng Hock,
We Malaysian dedicate this group for you (http://www.facebook.com/board.php?uid=106191220735#/group.php?gid=106191220735) on facebook. You will be surprise how many of us are moved by your legacy. You will be surprise how many of us become you! At this exact moment, we have NEARLY 14,000 members joining us to pay you a tribute! Beng Hock, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

che hun said...

好好的活下去,要坚强.

choo said...

学姐,请节哀顺便。相信正义必定会为明福讨回公道。你也要坚强活着,我们支持你。


2004-2006 PCMT的一位学弟-Peter

youtube.com/user/sakaihutan said...

淑慧,你要坚强的活下去。
如果需要什么帮助,我们一定会帮你!

坚强!!

tmf said...

We, Malaysians owe you an apology for voted in a Federal Government that does not respect universal human value nor human decency.

We know it is very difficult for you as it is already heart-wrenching to us.

Still, please be strong in knowing fully well that though Beng Hock has indeed departed from us, yet his legacy shall forever live in our hearts.

God bless Beng Hock, God bless your child and God bless you too.

Justice_Pao said...

Stay calm and firm everyone, shall not let the murderer / "person involved" divert out our attention from the SUPER Palace @ Section 7, Shah Alam...

Averine said...

we LOVE you Beng Hock.. you'll FOREVER stay in our heart..

愚人锅 said...

请你要坚强地活下去

CK Peng said...

淑慧,明福的骤然离去,让人悲愤不已。读你的祭文,让人心酸落泪。 问世间情为何物,直叫人生死相许?你跟明福的情让我们对这句话有深刻的体会。 有你如此深的爱,明福是幸福的。他会时刻守护者你和孩子的。

要坚强,要照顾好身子。全马有良知的人会与你同在。

CK

DeViL & AnGeL said...

为了明福,为了自己,为了你的孩子,你要坚强地活下去!!!!! 我们会支持你的......


淑慧,加油!!!!!!!!

Carol said...

天理何在?公道何在?

人的一生都是注定的吗? 那明福的命运为何是这样? 难道他就注定要牺牲吗?

明福牺牲的时候,你我都在做什么? 为什么34岁的明福会为我们大家做这么多的事而我们却没有为他做任何事?? 等到他离开了,我们才醒觉吗?

今天我就做了一件事..一件从来我都没想去做的事..那就是登记成为选民, 我只希望不会再有下一个明福!!

今天朋友叫我看明福的youtube, 她问我为什么不会哭? 我没回答,但心里很明白..现在不是流泪的时候..而是想想我们该做些什么....我们不能让明福就这样白白牺牲!!

他和你我一样, 他也有父母, 他也有兄妹..难道他舍得就这样离开吗? 别忘了他还有一个深爱他的太太和一个未出世的小孩...我只想和淑慧和未出世的小孩说...你们不会孤单, 你们的先生和爸爸是永远活在大家的心里, 他是大家的英雄!!
写于20/7/09

Creatures Inspired said...

Please be strong as these are challenging times for all Malaysian. At the end of the tunnel, there will be light again.

kahyeat said...

苏老师,我是家业你小学的学生。
老师你一定要坚强的把宝宝身下。
我会永远的在精神上支持你!
你要把孩子养大成人帮他爸爸报仇!

穷光蛋市长 said...

很感动!淑慧你要坚强地走下去!

huey mei said...

Be Strong

mary said...

淑慧,你一定要坚强的走下去,好好照顾自己,也把孩子抚养成人。让孩子像爸爸一样有能干,善良,温和的人。明福也不希望在另一个世界看到你那么悲伤,他也会难过的。老天爷绝不会让凶手有好日子过!善有善报,恶有恶报!凶手绝对会有因果报应!

Ken said...

淑慧,你是我姐姐的同事。我们知道你回校后都显得很坚强,很坚定。在往后的每个日子,希望你能更坚强的与孩子一起走下去。让孩子知道他有位很伟大的爸爸。我们都会为你和孩子祝福,也愿明福安息。明福会永远活在我们每个人的心中。永远。。。永远。。。

Onlooker said...

"我答应你,我会好好的活下去。"

说得对,为了小宝宝,为了自己,为了生命的尊严,是必要承诺好好的活下去。

明福泉下有知,必定会赞同你一步一个脚印的活下去。他会谢谢你代替他照顾孩子。谢谢你曾让他 幸福。他会说:

"同穴冥冥何所望,他生缘会更期然。唯将终夜长开眼,报答平生未展眉。"

MaggieOoi said...

淑慧, 这是一封迟来的豉励话语.
明福不会靜俏俏的留下你和宝宝一走了之.....
大家都不知道真像, 只望云开见明月.
为了所有关心你的人好好的活下去,
我们会一直陪着你走出悲伤,
几个月之后你需要全心全意照护可爱的宝宝.
希望到时可以探访你们.

来自: 沙登 Maggie